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The First Adult Novel In Almost Fifteen Years By The Internationally Bestselling Author Of In The Time Of The Butterflies And How The Garc A Girls Lost Their AccentsAntonia Vega, The Immigrant Writer At The Center Of Afterlife, Has Had The Rug Pulled Out From Under Her She Has Just Retired From The College Where She Taught English When Her Beloved Husband, Sam, Suddenly Dies And Then Jolts Her Bighearted But Unstable Sister Disappears, And Antonia Returns Home One Evening To Find A Pregnant, Undocumented Teenager On Her Doorstep Antonia Has Always Sought Direction In The Literature She Loves Lines From Her Favorite Authors Play In Her Head Like A Soundtrack But Now She Finds That The World Demands Of Her Than Words Afterlife Is A Compact, Nimble, And Sharply Droll Novel Set In This Political Moment Of Tribalism And Distrust, It Asks What Do We Owe Those In Crisis In Our Families, Including Maybe Especially Members Of Our Human Family How Do We Live In A Broken World Without Losing Faith In One Another Or Ourselves And How Do We Stay True To Those Glorious Souls We Have Lost You, who quite truly knew him, can quite truly continue in his spirit and on his path Make it the task of your mourning to explore what he had expected of you, had hoped for you, had wished to happen to youhis influence has not vanished from your existence from The Dark Interval by Rainer Maria RilkeReading about the death of a loved one during the time of Coronavirus is difficult I feel the cold blade of fear which I daily push back down into my subconscious, then tie my hat and crease my shawl to perform my tasks and obligations.Afterlife is the story of Hispanic retired literature teacher Antonia who mourns the loss of her husband Sam She struggles to understand how to now live Her sisters are calling her to join them in confronting their sibling s bipolar illness An illegal immigrant employed by her Vermont farmer neighbor implores her to help him bring his girl to join him.All these demands Antonia just wants to tend her own garden and live with her sorrow But knowing Sam has changed her His compassion remains an example of how to live in this world Sam seems to be resurrecting inside her, and she wonders, is this all his afterlife will amount to Saminspired deeds from the people who love him Antonia s mind is filled with the books she loved and taught, including Rainer Maria Rilke Last year I had read The Dark Interval which shares Rilke s letters of condolences Alvarez s novel embodies Rilke s philosophy.Against her nature and inclination, Sam leads Antonia to risk becoming involved in the lives and problems of other people Living your life is a full time job, a sister justifies Isn t that the truth Then, a therapist reads Rilke to the sisters Death does not wound us without, at the same time, lifting us toward a perfect understanding of this being and of ourselves Antonia s students always responded to Rilke s poem Archaic Torso of Apollo which ends, you must change your life It is a line that has haunted ever me since I first read it The question Antonia wonders, is how and when do we change it It is a question to be asked over and over There is no end to such a consideration We read a book and what we learn reminds us that we must change our life We see a work of art, Rilke his Greek torso, for Antonia the Landscape with The Fall of Icarus, or when hear a symphony, or observe a beautiful spring flower or a deep woods filled with birdsong All the world is life changing if we allow ourselves to truly live and open our senses and hearts and minds To be alive is life changing To die is life changing.Antonia accepts the challenge to be Saminspired Alvarez is a brilliant writer who has combined a deep reflection on existence with timely questions There is no better time for this message I received a free ebook from the publisher through NetGalley My review is fair and unbiased. Another beautiful, heartfelt, exhilarating, insightful reading shakes you to the core, makes you question so many things you ve done with your life The author tells us many thought provoking issues starting from how to gather the pieces of your life after you lost your loved one, dynamics between sisterhood, their complex relationships, learning to put your needs first but also listening to people s needs and extending your helpful hands, real and heartbreaking issues about undocumented immigrants, how to connect with the people who suffer from mental illness Antonia doesn t know what to do after sudden death of her beloved husband but before rethinking about her afterlife, she has to deal with her sister s vanishing Izzy who is fighting with her mental illness And of course she encounters with a girl at her door steps, pregnant and undocumented teenager A fast and riveting start of the story hooks you from the beginning and keeping your attention alive till the end I m so happy that grieving of Antonia was not depressing, bleak, disturbing and dark as I expected and I loved the idea that Antonia never wants to leave her husband and his memory behind, finding a creative way to keep his memory alive Because we understand from the beginning, her husband has an important role to shape Antonia s identity throughout years He taught her important life lessons and opening herself to the goodness, reaching her hands to help the other people He was an amazing man and I loved their sacred relationship This was a memorable, gripping and meaningful and one of my fastest reading I m so happy that the author created this poignant, touchy story after 15 years later And I hope she won t stop writing in near future.Special thanks to NetGalley and Algonquin Books for sharing this incredible book s ARC COPY with me in exchange my honest review And I m so happy to see a talented writer back and create new remarkable stories.bloginstagramfacebooktwitter What a story to lose yourself in I have been meaning to read Julia Alvarez for some time, In the Time of the Butterflies, How the Garc a Girls Lost Their Accents, etc., but I just kept putting it off for some reason Afterlife has propelled her works back to the front of the TBR pile So many emotions and deep reflections were packed into this petite novel, I can only imagine what she does with even pages.The best thing about this book is the dynamic between Antonia and her sisters I so rarely get to read things where a woman in her sixties is the main character, and this book has four of them Alvarez writes Izzy, Tilly, Mona and Antonia with such life and candor that I can t imagine that they aren t based on real people When I read the description I was drawn in by the mention of a pregnant, undocumented teenager on her doorstep , but I absolutely stayed for the interfamilial conflict At the heart of this story is grief and loss, relayed with such raw compassion that yeah, I ll admit it I cried a bit We watch Antonia struggle with loss long after the sympathy wave has dissipated She pinballs from one crisis to another in order to distract herself from the empty space, both literal and figurative, that now inhabits her life She s making decisions and responding to situations differently than she had before, and is left wondering which choices are her own I ve recently discovered one of my most read sub genres is Death , so I guess this is right up my own morbid alley The question that Antonia, Alvarez and the reader keeps being drawn back to is a philosophical one what do we owe one another And also to an extent, what do we owe ourselves There s no easy answers provided here None as binary as nothing or everything The answer lies probably somewhere in the middle, in the excruciatingly non specific something Yes, we owe each other something Otherwise, what s the point of it allThanks to Algonquin Books Netgalley for an advance copy 3.5 starsWe women often tend to put other people s needs above our own Even when we are facing crucial issues in our lives, we will set those issues aside if we think someone else s problems are pressing This is exactly what Antonia Vega does in Afterlife Less than a year ago, her husband Sam died suddenly, and the pain of loss is still raw She keeps telling herself she is going to make herself number one, but she gets sucked into other people s drama and puts her own healing process on hold Antonia has a sister with some mental health issues, and this sister goes missing While she and her two other sisters are dealing with this crisis, Antonia is also sort of forced into a situation where she has to help some teenage undocumented workers, putting her at risk with law enforcement Only when these two incidents have been resolved does Antonia finally start in earnest to do the work of healing herself and finding a new life as a widow My favorite character was the one who s not there, Antonia s husband Sam She knows he was a better person than she is He was generous, less judgmental, willing to help others without hesitation He lived by a saying his mother used when someone had a problem Let s see what love can do Whenever Antonia is feeling small minded, or petty, or selfish, she thinks of what Sam would have done in the same situation and she acts accordingly Her hope is to give Sam an afterlife by keeping the best parts of him alive in herself I would have liked a little depth, exploration of Antonia s grieving But Alvarez keeps it fairly light, given the subject matter It s a slight little novel with very readable prose I finished it in less than 24 hours It s written in the present tense and has no quotation marks Normally this would bother me, but in this case the style was so straightforward that it wasn t a problem.This book will be available April 7, 2020.